I figured this would be as good a time as any for my annual, sometimes bi-annual, post on just how utterly insane the variance in this game is.
My prior fifty thousand hands leading into this month looked like this:
My next 57Kish this month have looked like this:
Even that graph doesn't do justice to how insanely well I've run. I'm up over 1800 BB's pre-rake which I'm quite sure is a one month record for me
This could be the time to get carried away with myself and talk about how I've mastered the game, have soul reads on all the regulars, and am ready to jump into the 1K/2K games (pretending they ever ran) because I'll never lose again.
Nothing really could be further from the truth and that line of thinking greatly increases the chances that my next 50K will look a lot more like the 1st graph and a lot less like the 2nd (I've made this mistake many times in the past). I've played well this month but it's all so subjective. When you consistently run into the bottom of your opponent's ranges, sure all your bluffs are going to work and you're going to feel like you're playing your A game. When your opponents are consistently running into the top of your range with their bluffs, you're going to feel like you're "owning" them. When you win 70% of the 15+ BB pots you're involved in, you're very likely to be on a massive heater and actually start believing that you should be winning that percentage of big pots on a consistent basis. In the end, it's all just variance.
I say this every year and will keep saying it, do not under any circumstances underestimate the variance in this game. 50K hands is nothing, 1000 big bets (won or lost) is very little. The key is to stay even keel with your emotions and be focused on one thing: making the best decision possible with all the information you have available, each and every decision.
I'll have another update at the end of the month along with some details on how my low-limit multi-tabling plan went.
Good luck everyone.