Things seem to have finally turned for me, it's been one of the worst runs of cards I've ever been through though. After my update at the beginning of August I went through a stretch where I lost an almost unfathomable 430 big bets in 3800 hands. I can't ever remember running that bad for that length of time in the 3 million+ hands I've played in my life. I maintained my composure through most of it although I took several breaks, some where I did cardio to work off stress. I also let out a scream of frustration at one point which scared the hell out of my dogs who were sleeping near me - it's been quite a while since I've actually screamed while playing poker. I wasn't playing my A game throughout but under the circumstances I think I held up pretty well. Fortunately things have gone a lot better as of late. It hasn't been my best month but being up anything feels pretty good after the last 6 weeks.